Week one-Finding weakness but staying tough

It's been almost a week, and I'm having a hard time trying to find exercises I like. That, and Mitchell was suppose to exercise with me, but he got placed on 3rd shift. So that threw off our schedule of what to do, because we wanted to train together. Which, we still can, it just kinda shortens our hours since he leaves at 8 now. Luckily, he should stay on 3rd for just a month. So, hopefully next month our workouts will be more rhythmic.

Aside from that, dieting is the killer. I just want to point out that it seems every time I go on a diet, food suddenly becomes all the more appealing to me. I guess I have one of those minds that hates having limitations, thus it wants to have whatever it is that were not suppose to have. Such a sad rebellious habit.

Anyway, I haven't exactly ran either. At nights when Mitchell left I've been doing lunges and situps, and just 100 of those alone were enough to make me beyond sore. But, I LOVED that feeling. It was the best feeling in the world. Just because I feel like since I feel the soreness, that means its working. And lucky for me, I have a job where I just sit on my but for nine hours a day. I have never been so grateful for that in my life. I also didn't ran due to the fact that we got almost 10 inches of snow, and its cold out. I know, thats not really an excuse, but I dont have a gym pass so I can't exactly got out and run on treadmill. So that leaves me with the wonderful outside to deal with. I know though if I wait for weather, I'll never accomplish my running goal.

I just gotta make myself go out there an do it, I just hate the cold so much. Especially running in it. I believe the cold just makes me unmotivated for that.

I'll get there though. I already have a route in mind of where to go, I just somehow have to force myself out there to go and do it.

Anyway, stats of my week:

Weight: 140-143 (It fluctuates)

Pant size: 8-9

Time I can go running without stopping: Maybe 2 minutes (I know, its pathetic)

Endurance: Sucks

 

And Above is what I look like right now. I'm on the left. Hoping to look toner and fitter as time goes on.